Thursday, February 09, 2006

Thankful for so much

You know, on these weeks when Abby is some what of a grumpy, sad, and tired little girl on Decadron it would be easy to get bogged down with life. And to a point we do, especially after that first day when you get a bit side-swiped by her demeanor on Decadron. It is pretty hard to watch your child wake up one morning and be a completely different little girl. Constantly attached to her middle fingers and her blankie she walks around the house for most of the day wanting to be held. Oh well, that's just how it is.

Now, I was a bit down about all of this last night as was Tiffany but this morning.... well let me tell you.

I was driving in early to work, a bit sad about the life that my little girl gets to live for the next year plus and reflecting on the past when I turned East toward Greeley and saw the most beautiful sunrise! The whole sky was lit up with pinks and oranges, unique cloud shapes as far as I could see all lit up. I go so distracted at times that I started to forget that I was operating a motor vehicle. Not good. Anyway, a flood of thankfulness for the beauty in life came over me this morning and I just wanted to share it with you.

So Abby's not feeling good. So I have a bad day. So you have a bad day... or week... Still there's beauty in this world. Sometimes it is right there on the surface and everything is rose colored in life. Sometimes it is buried a little and only an amazing sunrise will bring it back out to the surface.

Today the sunrise brought, along with it's beauty, a deep sense of thankfulness. Abby's alive. I have great friends. I have a great family. I have all of you that read these often misspelled reflections and updates on our life with this beautiful little girl that is surviving a bout with cancer. I have the sight to see, and the ears to hear, all of the beautiful things of this world.

So, thank you for all the you have done in the life of our family. If it was as big as donating money for medical expenses or helping us with the move into our house, or even if you only experience with us is from reading this blog... I want to say "THANK YOU".

Thank you for the encouragement that you give us. Even if you don't post a comment on this blog, I know that hundreds of you visit this page each week to see how Abby is doing. To see how you can be praying for us. And just to post encouragements to our family.

So thank you; and I hope that this post can be a little bit of a sunrise in your life today too.

4 comments:

Ashley said...

Thank you so much for this post! It was such an encouragement to me!

Anonymous said...

Thank you, for those beautiful words of insight, Mark! That incredible sunrise made you remember that even in the tough times of life, God is working miracles. Your beautiful little daughter is a miracle in progress.

We're out here praying for all of you. You're thought about more times in a day than you can possibly count.

Praise God for His wonderful works. He is truly awesome, and He will get you through this.

Anonymous said...

Mark,

That was beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing that with us. I admire your faith through the good times as well as the hard times. Continue to Let God work through your life.

I will be praying for you, tiffany, abby, anna, and the new blessing who is about to enter your life.

God bless, Trust God, and let Him love you through these hard times as well as the good times=)

Ruth Jenn Galeas

-chanel- said...

honestly,

you are the ones who deserve the thank you....you both are such an inspiration...love to you all, and prayers also :)

-chanel-